Hi you
Yes you
Yes, i’m cyberly pointing at you who read this blog.
Not the person behind or beside you.
(you pointing at yourself
dude)
#foreverAlone -_-“
Ummmm I don’t know where to start but just
FYI I’m going to post weekly, well maybe not that often but I try to be more
productive cos as some people know, the world know, the milky way know .. by
the way how the heck they know? What are they know of? (adhd moment presented
by Atiq Qwitiq oolalala)
This will be like bunch of stories on
what’s going on in my life during the weekend.
~ Spoiler alert, this will be a lil bit personal
anddddd I’m already rant bout this on my twitter. And I would like to bring it
up here.
First, this just about … *sigh* my life.
Since I’m in college for couple years and I’m getting older (like a
granny) and the more I walk the day in
this academy years, I feel… giving up. Well not really, more like I’m getting
bored of studying like I want this to end fast by telling my parents that I
wanna quit. But my second thoughts be like “then if this end fast, where are
you gonna go? How bout your p`arents? How bout your future?”
Future.
A misery word. You can guess but its always
out of your expectation. Whether its good or bad or something between the two.
And the thought of it make me scared.
Because I know I’m not really doing good in life, or in my case, college life.
I’m busying myself online, watching videos doing crab in front of my computer
and most of the time I’m neglecting my book for that (don’t do this at home
when your parents around, do it when they go somewhere). I’m beginning to lose
focus on my study, like when I read a book the words are crashing together and
start to do the belly dance its hard for me to read because they keep moving (if
this is happen to you, you need to fix your eyes and start eating carrots). And
then my friends at college, they started thinking bout having good grades,
graduate fast and get a good job, which I worried that I won’t make those
happen fast.
I wanna blame it on my fangirl habit for
the past few months (quite pathetic because you made those stories bout your
fangirl life and now you wanna blame all the bad things that happen to you on
your own fangirl stuff? Good job Atiq) okay it’s all my fault. My fault because
I sink myself way too deep in to this fangirl world and Twitter mean while my
grades are going down and they yelling timberrrrrrlake (I can’t wait to get you
on the floor good looking ) hahaha nice one. For a quick example like what I’m
doing now. I’m writing words for my blog while listening to Panic At The
Disco’s songs instead of reviewing for my
college. Pretty badass, right?
Yes, fangirl makes me feel life, feel
loved, cos that’s my fandom is all about.
They give me the reason to continue
my life and not giving up. I guess I need to motivate myself to study with … ugh
I have no idea I’m so dumb.
I was quite depressed for a couple days
because of that. My mind suddenly flashed the old memory that’s supposed to be
gone, supposed to be forgotten. I guess that’s how most people’s mind work,
they forgot things that supposed to be remember and remember those things that
supposed to be forgotten (I guess its just you Atiq) well yeah that was just
ME. When I was thinking about my college life and those stupid things that
happen in the past I was like a living zombie, its not like I wanna be a zombie
or something like that I always thought being a vampire is cool but then I
wanna be a werewolf too since .. you know.. I always love animal that has fur..
a fluffy fur one.. but then being unicorn is awesome too but I wanna be a
pegasus cos pegasus is a flying horse with wings (another adhd sponsored by
hungry Atiq please buy her some snacks)
Okay enough about the wtf depressing adult
thoughts. I hate growing up but I don’t wanna back to my teenager too because
pimples. I hate pimples.
Moving on!!
My lyrics video has reach 100+ views. I’m
so femez hahahaha.
How they even find out my video anyway?
Okay maybe I tweeted it a couple times and the last post of this blog was about
my lyrics video but like seriously how they even find it out? I know some
people read this blog but I think only few people did. I know some strangers
might as well read this blog but like c’mon are you even kidding me? Okay I
might sound pretty anoyying right now. Actually I have another lyrics video in
my channel that has 114 views but then I make it private maybe I should make it
public again. It’s a pretty old song from Ed Sheeran called Firefly. But it
still makes me wonder how they even know. Like are you really watching it or
what?
I really wish someone leave a comment and
yeah there’s a girl, I guess it’s Rubi since the username she use is
Laura_Paolo leave a nice comment. I wanna reply to her comment but it seemed
like youtube just being an ass to me that I can’t do it so Rubi if you read
this blog THANK YOU VERY MUCH J and I think her comment will be the only comment I could get,
that’s fine it was still mean a lot to me J
And I’m in progress on making the GTFO My
Room lyrics video and of course I edited the audio and like I said in the last
post that it’s pretty funny cos I make them voice sound like a girl, a little
girl. And another spoiler alert Andrew’s voice was hillarious especially when
he screams like I can’t believe he’s voice will sound like that when I put some
speed on it. And I’ll make my apperance too in this upcoming video. What I need
is to make a script, I need to frame my ideas in to words and put it in action.
Well still not sure about that but lets just see what happen.
Another story coming from my far away son,
Trinity. I was so surprise and happy because we have the same taste of music.
She knew about Foster The People, which I think people barely know them. The
first thought when I listen to FTP for the first time was “old school style”
with a modern touch. Its like I’m listening to 70’s or 80’s music, classic. And
its been a while since their last album and Trinity tweeted about them and she
told me that they have new album and I was like YASSS FINALLY NEW ALBUM.
Because like Fall Out Boy and Panic! At The Disco, my two most favorite band
are already got their album coming out and I’m in dead lock love with all of
their songs. And now, I wasn’t expect FTP because its been aaaaggeessss so this
was like a legit surprise. Thank you Triny for tweeted about FTP and I sure
will listen to their music cos I feel classy lately, I feel the need to go back
in time hahhhahaha. And you’ll see FTP and P!ATD in several days YOU KNOW
YOU’RE SO LUCKY BUT OVERALL I JUST SO HAPPY THAT YOU WILL GO TO THAT CONCERT,
TAKE SOME PICS AND TWEET ‘EM TO ME SO I CAN FEEL THE “FEELS” OF BEING IN A
CONCERT EVEN THO I DON’T and I really wanna ask you to tell them that “there’s
this girl name Atiq from Indonesia say hi” but it’ll be too much to ask
>< I know I’m not the one who go there but I really can’t wait for
Trinity to go to the concert.
Next story is coming from Kevin Wu aka
Kev-hottie-jumba. He’s back to this cyber world, to Twitter and soon Youtube
baby (YASSSSSSS KEVVIIIIINNNNNNNNNN) since he disappear from the internet I was
quite worried but then he made some apperance in ig once and Kina’s lyrics
video and he’s suprisingly skinny. And around Wednesday and today (I wrote this
on Thursday) Kev and Ryan tweeting about them being together (that sounds wrong
but then again.. its them) I SERIOUSLY CAN’T WAIT FOR HIS VIDEO LIKE HOLEY
CHEESEE BURGER CAKE OOLALA ITS BEEN A TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMMMMME
><
Actually I have bunch of other stuff to
write but this post is getting too long so maybe I keep the rest of my life
next week.
(You have life huh?)
Yeah of course I have life, I’m “life”
enough to write this blog, to tweet my thoughts, to watch Youtube videos. Duuhh
Untill then stay teehee everybody (I still
don’t know how to build a wasabi man, maybe Ryan should make a tutorial on how
to make it)
