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how i met jenna marbles and my first youtube crush


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Oh hi, hi, hi welcome to my blog

About a week ago Jenna Marbles uploaded this vid called “What Disney Movies Taught Me Part 2” and i feel a little nostalgic. Why? Because the first vid I watched from Jenna was “What Disney Movies Taught Me” (2011). And I watched that vid in 2012, the year I started my Youtube journey.

This week I wanna talk about how I met Jenna Marbles.. or much likely umm how I found her on Youtube. And a little story of my “first” love for youtuber.

In my older post I said that I “met” Jenna Marbles by accident. So here’s the little story.

Back in June 2012, I was in my not so freshmen year as a college student and that’s the time I got my baby laptop, HP Mini, for the first time (I called him Sasuke or baby girl). My college got this thing called “free wi fi” and I was having a hard time connecting my baby to internet because you know I was so dumb (let alone now). But then the more time I spend with my baby and studied its body part and boom voila boof Olalla I gotcha baby. Back in that time my relationship with facebook still on it’s best so yeah I was more active there and neglecting my twitter (like its never exsist). And since there was nothing to watch in my laptop so i went to Youtube and searched for cool stuff and by cool stuff I mean some viral funny not time consuming kinda video (and some music videos). The first video was about babies. Full with babies, from laughing babies, crying babies, sleeping babies, scared babies, and all the “bies”. After I got bored with the babies I started to search something else. I started with the “how to” videos (that time I feel the need to better myself and I think some tutorial would help me a lil) and everytime I typed “how to” the suggestion be like “how to be gangster”, “how to be emo”, “how to be ninja” and I was staring at those suggestion then I was like “are these tittles even real? And “how to be ninja”? what the actual crab?” the one that I clicked was how to be gangster, I watched it for 5 secs and was like “ewww old stuff, bye” (big mistake).

Moving on!!

So I searched another “how to”. My first “how to” was “how to be confident” (cos I was such a pussy motherf). The number one rule of me when it comes to Youtube video is: no time to watch it online, just download it, watched it home. The reason: college is the only place I got internet connection, I repeat “the only place” cos I broke, can’t effort to buy a modem. Well sometimes I watch some online just to check some comments.

Back to the video.

So this guy in the “how to be confident” wasn’t really telling me the legit way to be confident. It was just a skit and I was like “holey crab! I got fooled”. But the more I watched it, and I’m in love with this guy. My first youtuber crush. This guy name is Tom Norman and his channel is Tomakonus, he was 18 that time, British, tall and white (I was weak okay, don’t judge). For a couple weeks I was go crazy with stupid heart beats and the nerve to looking for everything that relates to him online. I subscribed to his channel, liked his facebook page, followed his Youtube channel’s Twitter, followed his real Twitter account, and back then I thought it’d complete everything if I can become his “friend” on facebook. I remembered the time i tried to found his facebook, it was pain in the soul cos I never found him. But then my sister told me that she found “Tom freaking Norman” on facebook and I was like “OH EM GEE FINALLYYYYY SAY HELLL YES” i added him on facebook and I was waiting for him to confirm like an idiot. He never did, never. I was so so so so sad that time and be like “it’s okay, you followed him on Twitter, right? It’s more than enough”. He was uploading several videos and then gone, disappeared, nothing. Technically he got a good excuse, he was traveling around south America to do some filming studies. And I forgot about all my stupid feelings for him. But wait, it’s not just because of that. This thing keep bothered, his tweets. Actually he barely tweet stuff, but sometime he tweeted a link to an online dating. First time, I’m okay with that, I mean he’s a teenage boy he needs a girlfriend. And there was a time he keeps tweeting that link like crazy and the curious lil girl I was I clicked the link and my eyes burn it was a porn site. And that’s why I plug out everything about him from my eyes for like ever as possible (my first love broke my heart for the first time and I was like douchy douchy douchy ewwww). What a disappointment.

And during my stupid feels for that Tom “Riddle Voldemort pervert looking” Norman I had the nerve to look up for something else on Youtube other than the viral one and at the same time something inside me kicked in, my “lil feminim 9 years old girl” side start to made a move She whispered to me “disney old movies” and you know what happen next. I search stuff like Cinderella, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty and Peterpan and everytime I search for them videos Jenna’s vid “what disney movies taught me” is always in between.

First assume on that video was “it’s probably just a video to show people how beautiful disney movies are” so I keep ignored that vid and keep scrolling for disney old movies. Then when I’m done with the download and got a lil tired the curiosity kicked me when I saw Jenna’s vid appeared in the side of the Youtube page. And you know what happen next. Yup, I downloaded it.

I got home, change cloth, prepare some snacks, got my pillows ready, open my laptop, search the file and watch the video.

The opening and then she swore. You can call me old school or whatever but my ears were still so virgin that time I barely heard people swore. If there’s a song and then there’s a line when the singer put the swearing words I blocked that sound from my ears. But something about this video that just made me stay. She swore like a professional, not like a rapper but like a girl with a lil boyish thing. I like that. And then I subscribed to her but I wasn’t the hardcore fan like I am right now. Sometimes I watched her vid and the other time I just more into that douchy bag british guy.

I had like 10 to 12 something video of her in my laptop. The first several videos were “what disney movies tought me”, “how to trick people that you’re good looking”, “how to get boys like you”, “girl crushes”, “thought on marriage” (these were the things and still are the things) there’s once I deleted all of those videos cos i barely watched them and I barely interested with her contents that time but I subscribe still.

It took me long enough to finally download her stuff again.

It’s quite ironic to be honest how, now I like the way she swore and the way she speak her heart out I have to say it here I kinda obsessed with her a lil. Girl crush stuff go crazy and crazier after I join lampdom. How crazy? Very much worse than it should be. But just crush okay just crush no more than that.

But seriously tho the thing that happen with the way I thought after I watch “what disney movies tought me” is like … boom shakalaka change everything. I always have, what I always called, 2nd thought (I guess everybody has this) but the way this “2nd thought” works was pretty unique for me. Lemme give you a lil look on how it really works, if my main thought was “good”, 2nd thought will act like a badass. If my main thought was “bad”, my 2nd thought act like a freaking angel. I have the sense to tolerate things and not to tolarate things, but most of the time it’s hard for me to choose which thought should be more stand out. I’m enjoying being badass but I don’t wanna irritate people at the same time. (hashtag dilemma)

Jenna Marbles, personally for me, is like the rebilious version of a girl. If girls more identic with something sweet, soft and ummmm idk.. fluffy? Watching Jenna will probably change that prespective. She make me feel that not all girls are into those stuff, sometimes you can act like a dude and still have that sense of girl. Or maybe you feel a little “naughty” it’s okay to feel that way. But yeah if you more in to “good girl” material like me thennnn idk. I choose to hide my bad side online.

That’s it, have a nice life and see you very soon
Until then stay teehee everybody J

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depressing adult thoughts and bunch of my weekend stories


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Hi you

Yes you

Yes, i’m cyberly pointing at you who read this blog. Not the person behind or beside you.

(you pointing at yourself dude)

#foreverAlone -_-“

Ummmm I don’t know where to start but just FYI I’m going to post weekly, well maybe not that often but I try to be more productive cos as some people know, the world know, the milky way know .. by the way how the heck they know? What are they know of? (adhd moment presented by Atiq Qwitiq oolalala)

This will be like bunch of stories on what’s going on in my life during the weekend.

~ Spoiler alert, this will be a lil bit personal anddddd I’m already rant bout this on my twitter. And I would like to bring it up here.

First, this just about … *sigh* my life. Since I’m in college for couple years and I’m getting older (like a granny)  and the more I walk the day in this academy years, I feel… giving up. Well not really, more like I’m getting bored of studying like I want this to end fast by telling my parents that I wanna quit. But my second thoughts be like “then if this end fast, where are you gonna go? How bout your p`arents? How bout your future?”

Future.

A misery word. You can guess but its always out of your expectation. Whether its good or bad or something between the two.

And the thought of it make me scared. Because I know I’m not really doing good in life, or in my case, college life. I’m busying myself online, watching videos doing crab in front of my computer and most of the time I’m neglecting my book for that (don’t do this at home when your parents around, do it when they go somewhere). I’m beginning to lose focus on my study, like when I read a book the words are crashing together and start to do the belly dance its hard for me to read because they keep moving (if this is happen to you, you need to fix your eyes and start eating carrots). And then my friends at college, they started thinking bout having good grades, graduate fast and get a good job, which I worried that I won’t make those happen fast.

I wanna blame it on my fangirl habit for the past few months (quite pathetic because you made those stories bout your fangirl life and now you wanna blame all the bad things that happen to you on your own fangirl stuff? Good job Atiq) okay it’s all my fault. My fault because I sink myself way too deep in to this fangirl world and Twitter mean while my grades are going down and they yelling timberrrrrrlake (I can’t wait to get you on the floor good looking ) hahaha nice one. For a quick example like what I’m doing now. I’m writing words for my blog while listening to Panic At The Disco’s songs  instead of reviewing for my college. Pretty badass, right?

Yes, fangirl makes me feel life, feel loved, cos that’s my fandom is all about. 
They give me the reason to continue my life and not giving up. I guess I need to motivate myself to study with … ugh I have no idea I’m so dumb.

I was quite depressed for a couple days because of that. My mind suddenly flashed the old memory that’s supposed to be gone, supposed to be forgotten. I guess that’s how most people’s mind work, they forgot things that supposed to be remember and remember those things that supposed to be forgotten (I guess its just you Atiq) well yeah that was just ME. When I was thinking about my college life and those stupid things that happen in the past I was like a living zombie, its not like I wanna be a zombie or something like that I always thought being a vampire is cool but then I wanna be a werewolf too since .. you know.. I always love animal that has fur.. a fluffy fur one.. but then being unicorn is awesome too but I wanna be a pegasus cos pegasus is a flying horse with wings (another adhd sponsored by hungry Atiq please buy her some snacks)

Okay enough about the wtf depressing adult thoughts. I hate growing up but I don’t wanna back to my teenager too because pimples. I hate pimples.

Moving on!!

My lyrics video has reach 100+ views. I’m so femez hahahaha.
How they even find out my video anyway? Okay maybe I tweeted it a couple times and the last post of this blog was about my lyrics video but like seriously how they even find it out? I know some people read this blog but I think only few people did. I know some strangers might as well read this blog but like c’mon are you even kidding me? Okay I might sound pretty anoyying right now. Actually I have another lyrics video in my channel that has 114 views but then I make it private maybe I should make it public again. It’s a pretty old song from Ed Sheeran called Firefly. But it still makes me wonder how they even know. Like are you really watching it or what?

I really wish someone leave a comment and yeah there’s a girl, I guess it’s Rubi since the username she use is Laura_Paolo leave a nice comment. I wanna reply to her comment but it seemed like youtube just being an ass to me that I can’t do it so Rubi if you read this blog THANK YOU VERY MUCH J and I think her comment will be the only comment I could get, that’s fine it was still mean a lot to me J

And I’m in progress on making the GTFO My Room lyrics video and of course I edited the audio and like I said in the last post that it’s pretty funny cos I make them voice sound like a girl, a little girl. And another spoiler alert Andrew’s voice was hillarious especially when he screams like I can’t believe he’s voice will sound like that when I put some speed on it. And I’ll make my apperance too in this upcoming video. What I need is to make a script, I need to frame my ideas in to words and put it in action. Well still not sure about that but lets just see what happen.

Another story coming from my far away son, Trinity. I was so surprise and happy because we have the same taste of music. She knew about Foster The People, which I think people barely know them. The first thought when I listen to FTP for the first time was “old school style” with a modern touch. Its like I’m listening to 70’s or 80’s music, classic. And its been a while since their last album and Trinity tweeted about them and she told me that they have new album and I was like YASSS FINALLY NEW ALBUM. Because like Fall Out Boy and Panic! At The Disco, my two most favorite band are already got their album coming out and I’m in dead lock love with all of their songs. And now, I wasn’t expect FTP because its been aaaaggeessss so this was like a legit surprise. Thank you Triny for tweeted about FTP and I sure will listen to their music cos I feel classy lately, I feel the need to go back in time hahhhahaha. And you’ll see FTP and P!ATD in several days YOU KNOW YOU’RE SO LUCKY BUT OVERALL I JUST SO HAPPY THAT YOU WILL GO TO THAT CONCERT, TAKE SOME PICS AND TWEET ‘EM TO ME SO I CAN FEEL THE “FEELS” OF BEING IN A CONCERT EVEN THO I DON’T and I really wanna ask you to tell them that “there’s this girl name Atiq from Indonesia say hi” but it’ll be too much to ask >< I know I’m not the one who go there but I really can’t wait for Trinity to go to the concert.

Next story is coming from Kevin Wu aka Kev-hottie-jumba. He’s back to this cyber world, to Twitter and soon Youtube baby (YASSSSSSS KEVVIIIIINNNNNNNNNN) since he disappear from the internet I was quite worried but then he made some apperance in ig once and Kina’s lyrics video and he’s suprisingly skinny. And around Wednesday and today (I wrote this on Thursday) Kev and Ryan tweeting about them being together (that sounds wrong but then again.. its them) I SERIOUSLY CAN’T WAIT FOR HIS VIDEO LIKE HOLEY CHEESEE BURGER CAKE OOLALA ITS BEEN A TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMMMMME ><

Actually I have bunch of other stuff to write but this post is getting too long so maybe I keep the rest of my life next week.
(You have life huh?)
Yeah of course I have life, I’m “life” enough to write this blog, to tweet my thoughts, to watch Youtube videos. Duuhh
Untill then stay teehee everybody (I still don’t know how to build a wasabi man, maybe Ryan should make a tutorial on how to make it)

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i edit the Coffee Shop Love and put some speed


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a quick lil story
a freestyle one because usually i need to write down on microsoft word first and then post it here.

anyway!

i make a video, a lyric video, of Coffee Shop Love and kinda edit the audio
and i make Josh's voice sounds like a girl..
i'm dead laughing HAHAHAHAHAHAHA the faster the speed the more laughter and i can't stand it..

click here to listen my edited audio version of Coffee Shop Love XD


also i do some edit of Ryan's song and ... God witness me crawling under my bed, laughing.
GTFO My Room, if you put some speed, you'll hear andrew's voice ...... like a lil girl try to rock and roll your soul hahahahaha
until then stay teehee everybody
(do you wanna build a wasabi mannnnn)

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Fangirl Story: HE FOLLOWED ME!!!! And Higahomies


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Hi guys..

(who are you talking to?)

Of course the people who read this blog..

(oh you mean you say “hi” to yourself? HAHAHA)

*rolled eyes* So funny.. very funny..

Hi, again. Welcome to the next episode of my “Fangirl Life” story (episode?)
In my latest post, I mentioned this thing called Adweek. I might have to say big huge giant THANK YOU to Gracious for this because this is how its all started.

Things were turn extremely upside down ever since I knew Gracious. From her i found the happiness and the courage to talk with other person on Twitter. Not gonna lie I thought Gracious was a cold person before. I’m sorry i always have that fast judgment on umm mostly everything, not like I’m being mean or something I just… where was I? oh yeah right.. left? wait what? Oh yeah back to Gracious. She’s really sweet and lovely and also proved that I’m completely 100% wrong.

Now here’s the thing with me and Twitter. For some reason I… can’t.follow.people.first. people must follow me first, and if they have same interest as I am (well baby you have a chance*wink*). Even if the person has the same interest I can’t follow him or her first. That also apply in real life, if you’re not making the first move I ain’t started anything with you. This might sounds ridiculous (well your whole life is already ridiulous too Atiq)

Back to the topic!

At that time, I wasn’t followed her, you know because of the condition above. That day like always I went to Ryan’s mention and retweet stuff satisfied my “hunger”. At some point I always found Gracious tweet about Adweek. At first my curiosity was far away to reach me, but then my mind was like “c’mon dude, give it a try, click it, click it, CLICK IT DAMMIT!!!” and you know what happen next.

I scrolled down the Adweek page. So many option, I was being emo at the moment. But I have committed that day that I only, ONLY, vote for Ryan. For probably about 2 or 3 days or maybe more I don’t know I have such a weak memory, I went to Adweek page, I have to say it from here I had no idea what kinda prize or award or something like that that Ryan would get from this Adweek stuff, all I and my fangirl six sense know that we came to vote. That’s all.

Sometimes I take a screenshot of the vote and keep on track of the vote. And not forget I tagged Ryan’s username in it (@TheRealRyanHiga #twitterBlast). And that time I wasn’t expect anything. Like literally knot.. nod? Oh yeah not (what a bad pun buddy) even after he replied me. I believe it would be the only reply I would get from him, it’s one and a lifetime chance. The possibility for it to happen again almost touch 0 maybe lower than that. Like when I tweeted him I just never thought he would even read it.

Back to Adweek!

Ryan’s channel was on 2nd top of the “Hottest Youtube Channel”. Not gonna lie, I was sitting in front of my laptop as long as possible at the campus just to vote and make it number 1.

(her booty went flat)

Dammit, don’t tell people about that! Gosh..

September 5th 2013, the day went as usual at the campus. I went to campus facility as always (enjoying the free wi fi that is). Open the Adweek page, vote for Ryan, took a screenshot, open Twitter, went to Ryan’s mention, retweet several stuff before I tweet the screenshot. Post a tweet with a screenshot and tagged Ryan’s username. The vote was tight, between Ryan’s channel, NigaHiga and Smosh. But the maniac I was, I went ham and burger, I ripped dat vote coloumn.

Long story short, this is the screenshot by the way (scren)


I tweet that screenshot. Not expecting anything to happen from that tweet, but then the future hide the surprise from me.
When I opened my notification, I saw many people fav my tweet and I was like “what the … what the actual crab happ..” I scrolled down and found this


My cheeks heated up, I FELT LIFELESS FOR A WHILE AND SUDDENLY MY HEARTBEATS WENT WILD, I DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO BREATH, AT THE CAMPUS SO MANY PEOPLE WATCHING AND I FEEL LIKE KISSING MY LAPTOP. I COVERED MY MOUTH WITH BOTH HANDS AFRAID THAT A SCREAM WOULD ESCAPE MY MOUTH AND IF I SCREAM I’D MAKE PEOPLE PANIC AND I’D RATHER PANIC MYSELF THAN MAKE PEOPLE PANIC. WITH NO HESITATE I RAN, LEGIT RAN FROM MY CLASS TO THE MOSQUE. BREATHLESS WITH SMILE ADORNED MY FACE.

This might sound really.. I don’t know umm funny? But the first thing I did was pray to God, thanking my Lord. You have no idea, my body feels lifeless, my hands were cold and shaking while covering my mouth all the way from my class to the mosque, running, its like my spirit gone somewhere leaving my body but I still breathing, more like I forced my lungs to suck the air that is. And I need to calm, and praying is one of the way I can grab all my soul together. And it really worked so well.

Ever since Ryan followed me, Gracious followed me and at the same time a girl from my country who is a Higaholic, followed me. That’s feel magical because in my pray I was asking my Lord to send me at least a person from my country who has the same interest as I am so that I don’t feel alone and her name is Audi. She’s from Jakarta, tho I don’t really know her much but for me she still is a present from God to me.

From days to days, the number of my friends growing. After Audi, there’re Thuy, Farah, Celine, Robina, Mikayla, Christelle, Charm, Jinny, Elena and many more Higaholics. And not only Higaholics, I got Seetizens and Dominators too (triple win baby) and I found my life.

In my earlier life as a Higaholic, Farah by far is my dude buddy. I remember one time she gave me a quick heart attack by tweet me pictures of Ryan. Flooding my timeline with his lovable kissable face. I told her to stop because I was at public place and I was literally shaking but dat dude keep tweeting the pictures (Atiq was so new to fangirl life that time so she still too hyper) I was like a newborn vampire, you know what I mean if you watch Eclipse (#teamTwilight) and I still remember I said to Farah that I will revenge and I haven’t done it yet (school) so Farah if you happen to read this, I will bomb your notification with bunch of screenshot hehehehe >;D naah I’m too lazy.

Till this day I still can’t believe that these people found me, give me the loving feel. Just as much as I feel greatful to finally know Ryan, YTF and RHPC, these people are just… ahhh guys I love you all so much. Without them I might feel alone in this cold world. They make me feel welcomed. When we fangirl together, share the same happiness, share the same feels, share the same love. We support each other, we respect each other, we love each other. I might use the word “love” a lot because to be honest, they are lovable <3 they just as important as Ryan and I’m greatful to know each and everyone of them. Even for those I rarely talked to, you guys are one of the reasons why I’m happy. Just as much as Ryan makes me smile you all just a simple miracle to create another smile.

This might be a little bit cheessyyyy but thank you for being my homies, my gay fish buddy, my dude, my son (pee daddy loves you), my dad, my chocolate cake queen, my mami, my sisters, my everything. Wish I could say something that’s super beautiful to describe my feelings but the only word that stuck in my lil brain is the word “thank you” so THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH <3

And please remember that, even when we’re apart, well that suck because I wanna meet yall so bad, I still love you all. I still care even when we’re not talk much, please know that you have me, you have us.

(so twas soo cheeessyyy)

and also i realize that they're like so young, i'm quite surprise actually but to be honest i'm glad because they know how to make me feel like a kid (i'm 10)  :D

Until then stay teehee everybody :)

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Fangirl Story: Ryan Higa's First Reply and A Little Story Of My Higaholics Journey


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So this is going to be the part two of my fangirl story

But before i start something i would like to apologize for my grammar from my first “fangirl story”  post on this blog.

(ah please who even read...)

Shut up parentthesis!!!

(......)

For me, it was and it still is mean the milky way for me. And as the tittle said, this is the story of my first tweet or in this case Ryan Higa’s first replied to me. And a little story about my Higaholics journey.

Okay, so i t’s all started with Ryan Higa (uhh duhh)
 I considered myself as a lamp slash Higaholic in June 2013.  And at the same time I try to distance myself  from my little cyber world, Facebook. Since I can’t barely talked to people there. And then decided to using my Twitter again because I’ve been neglecting it since 2011. But the main reason is more like there were so many people in my real life that started to really judge me on my Facebook and I found there’s so many annoying people online aka MAPOTI. Also when I fangirl over Ryan in Facebook, somehow it’s just not feel right. At all. 

(And that’s how she’s all Twitter and Youtube now, oh and Blogger XD)

Moving on!!

Ever since I knew Ryan, my Youtube life finding its path to my heart and make a house in it (wait what?) but that time it wasn’t the hardcore one. I was just a regular viewer with the sense of fangirl less than 9000. So I just kinda tweeted him like a regular fan, showing him that I care, that im one of his lamp and I never really hope for him to reply my tweets because my tweets are not worth any reply and it seemed impossible. So I keep my tweet light and not demanding for him to reply.
Here’s my first tweet to Ryan Higa:


But the more I tweeted him, the more I watched his videos, the more my fangirl sense ..  turn up. I feel the need to talk with someone about Ryan Higa other than with myself.

One of the way I tried to get some Higaholics was to click the hashtag “Higaholics” hoping to find those people with the same interest. But the coward I was back then (let alone now) I never push the “follow” button cos I don’t know how to start a conversation. I can’t just say “hi, my name is Atiq, I’m a fan of Ryan Higa, please follow me I’ll follow back #teamfollowback” to people. Like it’d be so weird. So, I decided to find sometimes where I can, at least, know how to start this in a proper way.
From June to the middle of August I was fangirling by myself. Actually it was quite painful. But it was fine at least I know where to put this feeling other than screaming out loud in real life.
And then it happened. The day I completely loose all my sanity, when I cant hold myself from bungee jumping  to this fangirl world.

August 21th 2013

He, Ryan Higa, (drum roll please) TWEETED ME!!!!  OH MY GOD IT WAS OUT OF MY EXPECTATION LIKE OH MY WAS HE REALLY TWEETED ME OR MY EYES JUST WENT ALL BLURY? EVEN TILL NOW IM STILL FANGIRLING OVER MY FIRST TWEET..
HERE’S THE FIRST TWEET FROM HIM:

I never knew it coming, never expected it at all. Because, seriously, on Twitter, there’s no one other than my sister would ever reply to my tweets (mr. lonely playing in the background) but this? THIS GUY REPLY TO MY REPLY TWEET TO HIS TWEET. I ALMOST FORGOT HOW TO BREATH, I FEEL LIKE MY FEET WASN’T TOUCHING THE GROUND. (uhh because you were on your bed when you found out that he tweeted you?) YEAH BUT STILL I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHOCKED THAT I HAVE TO REFRESHING MY TWITTER NOTIFICATION FOR … A BILION TIME (not really)

The thing that I believe would never happen in my life. And it happened when I never even dare to dream about it. So unexpected. Dammittt >< (she’s still got that little heart attack)

Anyhow!!!

Ever since I got that tweet, I can’t hold it no more, I need to talk bout this with some people. I finally found the gut to follow a person. Her name is Sarah. The reason why I followed her because: 1) Ryan followed her. 2) Ryan replied her a lot. 3) I love her username. But I wasn’t go staright and say “hey, I love Ryan too, follow me J” no no no I’m not that kinda person, maybe i was but I just need a friend to fangirl with at the moment cos i can’t bare this with myself. Literally. But I still can’t find the gut to talk to her, so I wait for her to tweet something about Ryan so I can jump right in to the conversation. And yup I do had a lil convo with her. Not the hardcore typical fangirl kinda convo, just like a stranger to another stranger who have same interest. And baby, that was all I need. Like what I said, it meant the milky way for me (and that means a lot dude).

From there, I just satisfied my “hunger” of fangirl by went to Ryan Higa’s mentions and retweet stuff that had to do with him. And had the gut to give those random people’s tweet a random reply.

Another second first Higaholic was Gracious (such a cute name :) I remembered she tweeted about this called Adweek where you can vote for random things that had to do with cyber stuff like favorite social network, favorite apps and the most importan, favorite youtubers.
This post is getting too long, I guess I need to stop it here and post the rest of my Higaholics journey next time.
Until then, stay TEEHEE everybody :)

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