Oh hi oh (I read this as ohio)
First thing first
(I’m the realest), uhhh I might be just a little over whelmed by the readers of
my blog. I keep asking myself like “are you guys really READ my blog? Or maybe
you just accidently click my blog link?” yeah I have that “self promo” stuff in
me. But like seriously I think no people have time to read blog these days
except if you have any assigment and then you search something on google and
most of the suggestions are blogspot or wordpress or any website (copy paste
power)
Alright from now
on I’m gonna shut up and stop the crack and just wanna say thank you for
reading this useless blog. Seriously I’m not even wish for any of you read this
blog I mean it’s just a blog where I write things that I thought, things that
happen to me, my rant here were like the “resume” of my daily tweets. And not
to mention I have so many typos here and there and my grammar suck, which I
think that’s (not) the reason why you guys reading my blog.
Anyway
My first
story started in Saturday 31st
may, the ending of YTFF and I FINALLY got the chance to watched it. I’M LIKE IN
THE TOTAL MODE OF FANGIRL, MY SOUL NOT READY, IT FELT LIKE AN EARTHQUEKE COS
EVERYTHING SHAKING I CAN’T EVEN BREATHE RIGHT. I WAS LIKE “WHAT WHAT HAPPEN?”
(fangirl status: beast)
The first to
showed up was Jenna “lovely” Marbles, the feels were so hard to handle since
she is my QUEEN. I was go back and forth around the campus, looking for the
right spot so that people won’t see me fangirl and stuff like that. I found
some places but the connection was slower than the snail. And even when I found
the faster one the livestream keep buffering pretty long and my laptop keep
crashing AND even this spot just “quite” for like an hour and then there’s a
group of four or five girls sorrounding me (well not really “surrounding” me
they just few steps away from me) but at least I fangirled when Jenna came
along so it was good. How good? SOO FREAKING GOOD.
Jenna was flawless
as usual, with the leggings (is that leggings she wearing?) she just look as
beautiful as she always be. The host was asking some questions and my heart
just went more crazy when she said “I love ijustine” ARE YOU KIDDING ME? i’ve
been expecting that answer but I never knew that I WOULD BE THIS HAPPY TO KNOW
THAT. Well maybe because I heard it LIVE duhhh. And then the other crazy heart
was when the host asked who is the most favorite youtuber. I was like “Ryan
Higa, Ryan Higa, Ryan Higa” while
crossing my fingers and the she answered it. Its him “Ryan Higa” I WAS LEGIT
SCREAMING MY FANGIRL OUT DUDE OMG. Those answers just made my whole life. After
Jenna done I still covered my mouth with my hands try to block the scream and
stuff.
Kinda wish that
Ryan would go on stage after Jenna but the world said “uh uh I save him for you
letter so you have time to prepare yourself to fangirl over him” so there were
bunch of other youtubers that I never knew exist. One by one passed by, I’m
getting bored and a group of girls sitting in front of me and they opened their
laptop and the only thing I knew after that the connection went slower. The
video keep buffering like crazy I started to get panic and keep refreshing the
page and then *inhale exhale* RYAN HOLEY SWEET CANDY HIGA.
I WAS LIKE LEGIT
PANIC HOLEY SHEET LIKE “OMG I WATCHED IT. LIVE. ITS HIM. OMG” I COULDN’T EVEN
GRAB ANY OXYGEN AROUND ME LIKE I WAS IN A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PLANET. NOT
CARING THE GIRLS IN FRONT OF ME I JUST KEEP WATCHING THE SCREEN AND ACT LIKE A
COMPLETELY DIFFERENT GIRL.
(waah such a
capslock you have there maam haaahaa)
*cough* sorry I
just get a little carried away with the situation. It was amazing. The crowd
for Ryan was good. But to compare it with my fangirl is like…. Just the same I
guess. I completely love the crowd. And there’s the questions session. Some of
the questions are from my Higaholics fellas, so happy for them and the way Ryan
answered those q’s just make me fangirl real hard. there’s “algebryan” there’s
“coffee shop love” there’s “teehee” and even the “baby lamp”. And Sean and Greg
were on stage too.
Oh oh wait can I
have some words for the opening when Ryan said to the audience to completely
silent and look bored while he taking a video that he will post in his ig? It
won’t work Ryan, please. The crowd for you are just love you so much that they
can’t even handle a tiny excitement and fangirl. Just like in Vidcon last year
you tried to do the same thing and the crowd still screaming for you no matter
what hehehe.
Saturday just
getting more hyper and stuff cos I took 3 shots of caffeine. 2 from coffee and
1 from energy drink called Kratingden (I spelled it completely incorrect
maybe).
And when having
more than one shot of caffeine I’ll be super seiyan sensitive and stuff I even
cried at 10:30pm because all of a sudden I was
feeling homesick and
guilty and .. emo. And the
feels from the YTFF live stream, there’s happy and jelly and it’s a happy jelly
haha. But most likely I cried over homesick (I’m 10)
Another story came
out yesterday.
So dis dude, my
son, Trinity hella matrixy was the person who make me finally break my own
word. June 6th still like several days ahead and this new thing that
happen in “notifications” that poped out when you got new notif and I saw Triny
tweeted me and I can’t hold it any longer. I was like in a huge dillema cos I
feel not ready for any fangirl stuff. But then, I really wanna know bout her
concert because duhh ITS FOSTER THE PEOPLE AND PANIC! AT THE DISCO LADIES AND
GENTLEMEN. So I tweet her back and clicked the notif butt and I was like “omg
after like days, it feels like so long ago”. Now I can tweet “congratulation”
without feeling jelly, a bad jelly was gone, it was come out pure and I do
happy for them. My fangirl still beast but I can control it this time. it feels
real good to have convos with bunch of higaholics without feeling jelly with
them (being envy toward someone for the maximum heart capacity is tiring) yeah
my “jelliness” towards youtubers still but not that hard, well sometimes
hashtag true story.
Oh and there’s a
little video from Elena, DUDEEEEE DE FANGIRL JUST SO GOOD.
I won’t be that
active on twitter since I can’t turn on everything, I can’t activate my phone
number and its just so not cool. And exam come out fast, college exam and
karate exam. Man why I’m always not ready for those exams? Damnnn.
I got GTFO My Room
lyrics video ready just need to add some scenes and words and edits and coffee
and tired and happy feet when its done.
Okay that’s it for
this blog. In conclusion so happy to interact with my fellas and to break my
own promise is just (actually not) cool mehehehe.
Until then, Stay teehee everybody.
