Just Say TEEHEE!!!!

do you like sky????
i like it so much

Hi,dev is in the house,beib. Wow it been long time i'm not write smthng in my blog. Well,i got very sick all this mount in this year. I dont know why it happen to me, my teeth screming the pain. Yeah,toothache is attack me from feb till now. Man,its totally damn killin on me. I try to treat my damn sick,but its just vain. I want to see dockter but immafraid. Oh My God, i cant eat well,i cant concentret well. This pain is destroy anythng. Im sick with madicine,im sick with my parent who always complain,and all bcs of this f*ckin pain. Okay,lets change the topic. Oh ya,i just download ebook on my phone. Its feel wow. Finally i can read my dream novel. For every body who want get ebook visit: m.wattpad.com or search for 'wattpad'. Oh Btw,do you know bout justin bieber? Well,when i heard his voice i thought it was a black girl ,but oh man i was shock when i knew that the BABY song is singing by a gentleman. He so cuteg. Well,I have to go bed,tomorow is a big day and a nu day. Hope that everythng is okay.

Hri slasa lalu adeqku plang dry mndog ny. Akhrny dy plng jga rmah jdy tmbh rme aqku jdy gga kspiyand lgy. Heh life so hard dis dy,its jst like
like smthng hard to write down in dis blog. My world,i dont know exatcly what just happend with dis damn world. Well lets c

gw masih gga paham ma pikiran na nyokap. kenapa dai begitu tega ma gw
emang harus gw akuint kalo gw banyk salah,,,,,...kalo emang pengen nyiksa gw,gw rela,ikhlas dan trima mau dipukul,disuruh terjun ke ujung dunia pun gw bersedia,tpi jangan kayag gni.ni terlalu berat bwad gw kalo siksaan ny berupa siksaan mental.idup kku dahh hancur dengan smua yang trjdi di hri yng lalu,jangan tambahin lagi derita yang slama ini dah pengen gw buang jauh2 dari memory otak kku.kalo pengen hukum gw jangan dengan cara ini GW GGA BISA lgi memuat kenangan buruk dalam masa remaja ini.akku minta maaf kalo tempo lalu akku banyak salah yang tag bisa dimaaf kan sam ibu,kalo masih tag mau maafin gga pa2.maaf bu slama ini akku blont jdi anak yang bisa membahagiain ibu.

slama ini akku slalu menangis sndiri,bahkan akku sering menyalah kan dirikku sndri atas pa yng terjadi pda nyokap sama bokap,tpi baru terpikir oleh kku kalo nyokap ato pun bokap gga prnah da di samping kku kalo akku lgi nangis,malahan mereka yang slalu bikin akku nangis. padahal gw dah gga pengen lgi nangis.andai gw punya 1000 kebranian untuk bilang "KALIAN TU TERLALU EGOIS,PENGEN MENANG SNDIRi DAN GGA SAYANGG LGI MA AKKU" akku bakalant lega dan berharap mreka mengerti. tpi untuk mengumpulkan 1 kebranian jja akku gga bisa

akku cuman bisa berharap dan berdoa supaya mrea bisa mengerti jeritan hati yang tag bisa terdengar. AAAAMMMIIIEEENNN

Innalillahi wa inna'ilaihi raji'un.
Tlah berpulang kerahmat ALLAH swt pada tgl 13 Muharram 1943/30 Desmbr 2009 bapak bangsa indonesia,kyai,serta pembesar nahdhatul ulama. Bpk. Abdurrahman Wahid. Semoga amal ibadahnya ditrima dan ditmpatkan ditmpat yg layak. Amin.
Aq gak tau musti ngomong apa lagi, begitu aq denger kalo beliau tiada awalnya biasa" aja. Tapi begitu melihat pemakamanny hati ku langsung meleleh. Beliau disambut dengan shalawat serta isak tangis para santrinya. Banyak stasiun tv menyiarkan scara langsung pemakaman beliau serta menayang kan kembali riwayat beliau semasa masih hidup. Ini adalah kehilangan terbesar yg dialami oleh warga islam khususnya dan indonesia pada umumnya. Aq bukanlah fans berat beliau tapi aq bisa ngerasain kehilangan sosok yg suka bercanda kalo di ajak bicara. Sosok santun dan murah senyum. Banyak yg melayat waktu itu. Dari pejabat negara sampe lintas agama ikut mendoakan beliau. Banyak pula prestasi dan jasa nya yg tlah ditorehkan untuk negara Indonesia yg tak akan pernah terlupakan. Dan untuk pertama kalinya gw pake bhs indo diblog ini. Tapi bukan berarti gw bakal pake bhs indo mulu. Slamat jalan pk GUS DUR

hai back with dev again . now i'm in internet and cafe in arround my school. with sucsessfully i can CHANGE my blog but still can not CHANGE my world.

now lets talk bout my mom, she always said that she not so stressfull with divorce last time. even now she back again with my dad. but i still found her stress in her word . she try 2b strongger even she can't. even my dad not pay attention and he like not so care bout her. i know what my mom feel. she really pressed by dad. i try 2 bcm her best child and best friend 2 share her pain. try 2 learn the pain.
my mom just need LOVE from dad. even litle love.
altough dad finally understand and give litle care
but still.. i just not understnd what kind of LOVE that he show to mom?????
imean not in the bedroom, but in day live



even he said that he care but he never said LOVE to mom
i never found my dad said "honey,you look so beautiful" or "i love you" to mom
but he said to his child only. i litle bit worried bout that.


okay i'm just to long in here
KEEP CHANGE

A_o still with my suck life. I just feel i'm not so thank with all that i move in my life. 4give me God 4 all my word bout mylife. And thank 2 give a life. Its better than no life.
Its going 2b rainy day,the wind so hard crush my body when i go 2 school with "uchi" my bike. And its going 2 lastdy in my eximination
i'm still the lazy man. I never feel worried when i have bad mark. I'm unspirit man that still alive this day. And The most unthinking man 2009.
I'm a girl ,but its not mean that i'll always bcme a perfect one. Girl it so identic with beautiful person,kind,soft,clever,smart,clean,and other good things. Myb i'm not the one who have all the character above. I just feel its not necessery 4 me.
Now lets talk bout somethng that very i need it so much. CHANGE. Why i always talk bout that word ??? There 3 reason:
1. I need it
2. I want it and,
3. I'm looking 4 it
if u are somebody who know bout CHANGE. Please help me. Cz my life need 2b redecorated and rebuild by change and spirit. I'm sorry if my english is bad . I'm indonesian