Just Say TEEHEE!!!!

hai back with dev again . now i'm in internet and cafe in arround my school. with sucsessfully i can CHANGE my blog but still can not CHANGE my world.

now lets talk bout my mom, she always said that she not so stressfull with divorce last time. even now she back again with my dad. but i still found her stress in her word . she try 2b strongger even she can't. even my dad not pay attention and he like not so care bout her. i know what my mom feel. she really pressed by dad. i try 2 bcm her best child and best friend 2 share her pain. try 2 learn the pain.
my mom just need LOVE from dad. even litle love.
altough dad finally understand and give litle care
but still.. i just not understnd what kind of LOVE that he show to mom?????
imean not in the bedroom, but in day live



even he said that he care but he never said LOVE to mom
i never found my dad said "honey,you look so beautiful" or "i love you" to mom
but he said to his child only. i litle bit worried bout that.


okay i'm just to long in here
KEEP CHANGE

A_o still with my suck life. I just feel i'm not so thank with all that i move in my life. 4give me God 4 all my word bout mylife. And thank 2 give a life. Its better than no life.
Its going 2b rainy day,the wind so hard crush my body when i go 2 school with "uchi" my bike. And its going 2 lastdy in my eximination
i'm still the lazy man. I never feel worried when i have bad mark. I'm unspirit man that still alive this day. And The most unthinking man 2009.
I'm a girl ,but its not mean that i'll always bcme a perfect one. Girl it so identic with beautiful person,kind,soft,clever,smart,clean,and other good things. Myb i'm not the one who have all the character above. I just feel its not necessery 4 me.
Now lets talk bout somethng that very i need it so much. CHANGE. Why i always talk bout that word ??? There 3 reason:
1. I need it
2. I want it and,
3. I'm looking 4 it
if u are somebody who know bout CHANGE. Please help me. Cz my life need 2b redecorated and rebuild by change and spirit. I'm sorry if my english is bad . I'm indonesian