Archive for September 2012

FINALLY I DID IT


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after so many long time try to download this thing, it took forever for me to get this thing finish
it called Google Chrome. h-ll i was waiting and waiting AND finally get this thing done

anyways i've been sitting in here ALONE with my laptop and some other people who enjoying the saturday at the campus (enjoying the wifi hahaha). back there when i was in the mosque or should i say i was doing and going with myself with almost no one. i know my parents especially my father always told me to be with some friends "DON'T GO ANYWHERE WITH YOURSELF, BRING SOME FRIENDS" its not mean that i have no friends, i have but i never bother to go with one. i get boring pretty easy when i'm with someone soooo. but here's the thing that get me mad: the flirty boys. i always try to avoid them. instead of being pretty i choice to look like nothing but my self. i thought with my face like this there would be no flirty boys come around, but boys are boys. no matter how hard i try to stay away from them they always get near . and that SUCK.


yet these girls thought that i was crazy, dead walking girl, weird, nerd (not so much but i love reading books), smart (h-ll some people believe it). well whatever they say i will just ignore the pain and stuck the heaphones in my ears, playing the loudest and let  it flow with the music

another day


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holly dear, it's been a long time, isn't it? well yeah, here i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere try to be quite as possible, weird as possible, just name it and shall be it (what the??) okay stretch that it's not even important.
sooooo i was trying to be someone different like so much, still on progress. step by step.

it's me, a very weird man kind alive that still try to make things right. i'm not that one person that will care so easily. you need to MAKE me care, FORCE me, but its not that easy. i try to be different but end up equal

well i have to go to the mosque and then the library.